It really has been hard to write consistently the last two weeks. I don’t really know why that’s happening, but what I do know is that I want it to change again. Like I said before, I don’t really need to write daily anymore, but I still want to write a lot of blogs this year. How it has been going this month, I know for sure that I will start writing less and less if I keep on going down this road. So let’s take a turn, and ride down a new road.
Tag: Showing Up
Okay, so it is getting harder to get myself tow write each and every night. The problem is not that I don’t have any ideas. I have plenty. The thing with a lot of those ideas, is that they take a while to write a blog about. Most of my ideas at the moment are ideas for blogs that are more suitable to write when I have time off. Then I can invest all the time and energy in them that I want. I also think that after being sick last week, and not writing blogs at all, really did something to my writing flow. I just have to get back into that flow again. The only way to do that, is to keep showing up. Even though this will be a short blog, at least I wrote one. Tomorrow will probably be a short blog again also. I most probably will try to write an haiku again.
I thought motivation and discipline could be the only reasons to break my daily writing streak. Never even imagined that I would get the flu. Getting sick broke my streak, really? I haven’t been sick for a couple of years, and now I am starting with a daily blogging challenge, I catch the flu again? What are the odds? I got really pissed about it. But that could I do against it? The headaches were way too bad to look at the screen of my laptop. It just wasn’t a good idea to keep writing blogs. The only thing left for me to do right now, is getting back in the saddle again. Let’s start writing my blogs, and get in that daily blogging flow again.
Today, on my fifth day of blogging daily, I’m finding it hard to write. This Friday is the transition to the blogs, that I am planning to write in the weekend. Tomorrow, after I get home from work, I want to try something completely different. I want to write a longer blog on both Sunday and Monday. I still have this energy to write daily, but today I also felt the urge to do something different with my free time. But I decided to show up anyway. The words don’t show up on the screen as easy as they did yesterday, but a blog will be written. I just can’t promise that it will be good.