Recently I started to feel better again. When 2024 started I kinda was at a low. It is hard to explain, but I just didn’t feel good. The last few days though I’ve been noticing that I start feeling better. Maybe it is because I started to write again, and am writing a lot, but of course it could also be something else. There are still moment where I don’t feel really strong, but these moments happen less often. I feel like I am back again, and maybe even better than before. The thing is though, that because I start to feel stronger again, I also want to take actions fitting for that newfound strength. I want to take steps and improve in every way I can. That also brings a bit of frustration.

Because I just want to move forward now, I can get irritated when something or someone is holding me back. I just don’t have time for that. If you can’t get on my level, then step aside. That mindset can benefit me, but it can also cause some misunderstandings. It is not that I literally push people aside, because I want them to ride the train with me. But when people don’t want to understand the journey that I’m making, I can start to feel a little bit annoyed. It is something I want to work at. I still want to go next-level, but don’t want to get annoyed when people can’t get on the same wavelength. Then I just have to keep minding my own stuff, and don’t bother with the people who choose to leave behind.

I care about people, and will always listen when someone needs to get something of their chest. I also have the opinion that one day you just need to make the decision to take action. If something is bothering you, then take the action to improve the situation. It is really easy to say that that is easier said than done. Saying that gives you the excuse to do nothing. We don’t always choose what happens to us, but we do choose how we react to everything. That doesn’t mean that you have to get result immediately. It can may take a long time before you notice improvement. But at least you are taking the journey to improve the situation. Even if it doesn’t feel like that right now, it may be the start of you going next-level.

What I really noticed, regarding my own situation, is that I took action regarding some ideas I had. Last year I already had the idea to start an English website, and this year I created it. The idea of going to a different location for holiday has also been with me for a long time. Last week I booked a trip to the south of Spain. So I took matter in my own hands. That is probably what is giving me the energy boost right now, to just go next-level. Of course there will still be moments when I feel down. But I believe, that as long as I keep making the choice to keep moving forward, everything will be alright in the end.

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